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You want a glass of champagne?

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I don't drink.

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I don't drink and I don't smoke anymore.

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I've never smoked.

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You have.

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I've seen you having a go. You've never
seen me go.

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You've never seen me doing that, ever,
because I've never been able to.

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Was it something you aspired to do?

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It infuriates me that I haven't been
able to do it.

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I have... There you are now.

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Ninety-one.

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And what I have longed to do is to do a
part where you go... Well, what I said

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was that what you should do... Well,

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it's no good now, is it?

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You're doing very well. It's terribly
good. Yes, but it's because I rehearse

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it all the time.

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My guest today is perhaps best known for
playing one of cinema's most powerful

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and fearless wizards.

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You shall not pass!

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Treacherous road, these paving stones.

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Have you ever fallen on them?

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No, I'm very surprised you've got time
to come down here to see me.

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I brought you a plant.

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Excuse me.

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Are we going in here?

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You can and watch your head.

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Come here.

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Step, step, step down.

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This is idyllic, isn't it?

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Well, I love it. I love it.

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My name's Ian McKellen. I'm a
30-year-old actor earning £50 a week.

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As one of our most beloved and versatile
actors.

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Ian McKellen started out on stage almost
70 years ago.

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Devil take Henry of Lancaster and the
patience is stale and I am weary of it.

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As well as classical leads like
Shakespeare's murderous Richard III,

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he's played characters like the lovable
but troubled Walter.

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Walter, listen to me. Walter.

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He's appeared in global blockbusters,
not only as the wise wizard Gandalf in

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Lord of the Rings.

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Death is just another path, one that we
all must take.

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But as Marvel's mutant on a mission,
Magneto in X-Men.

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My dear boy, whoever said I wanted you?

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As well as being a renowned actor, Ian
has also been an inspirational gay

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rights campaigner.

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The majority of people are still very
strongly opposed to spreading

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homosexuality. No one wants to spread
it. It exists in society, always has,

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always will.

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Today, I'm very pleased to welcome my
great friend for tea and a chat about

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our lives, both on stage and off.

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Sweetheart, say hello to Ian. She won't.

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Oh, oh, you're very lucky.

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That's incredibly lucky, sweetie.

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It is Leon.

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You are a treasure. Does she know who
you are?

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Well, I should hope so.

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But you're the source of food and
company.

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Yes, and she knows who I am. You do know
who I am.

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Now, Jude, I have here two samples of,
um, Parkin. Do you like

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Parkin? Parkin? Do you like parking? I
have in here some Yorkshire parking and

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some Lancashire parking. And the quiz
question is, which is the better?

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There's a fork.

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I say, is this the Yorkshire parking?

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Yes, so it won't be as good as the
Lancashire one, but let's give it a go.

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Well, you need me to make me mind up
about that.

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Ian and I both hail from the north.

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I grew up in York and Ian across the
border in Bolton and Wigan.

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Aged 18, long before he became a wizard,
he won a scholarship to Cambridge

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University.

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What year did you go?

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1958.

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Did you go knowing you wanted to be an
actor?

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I'm asking you questions that I should
have asked you years ago.

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I fell in love with the theatre at a
very early age.

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Peter Pan when I was three. Oh, yes.
When I was three. Oh, yes.

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Pantomimes, the local professional
actors in Wigan and Bolton where I live.

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Acting at school, acting at the Little
Theatre.

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And I thought I was going to be an actor
like the other amateurs, like the

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teachers who were actors.

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But then when I got to Cambridge...

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There were all these boys and girls as
crazy about the theatre as I was.

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Miriam Margulies, Derek Jacoby, Clive
Swift.

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And they were all going to go into the
professional theatre. I thought, if

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Derek Jacoby could do it.

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So... I followed suit.

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And then, when I'd finished at
Cambridge, some of us went off to drama

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school, but I was 22 and I thought, oh,
that's the time I was earning a living,

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isn't it?

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So I just wrote off to a lot of regional
theatre companies. Did you go to drama

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school?

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Can't you tell?

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I never understood what you learn at
drama school.

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I think it's dancing and fencing.

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Good point. What we learned at drama
school, you don't much need now, which

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upsets me very much. Voice production.
That is how to project your voice to a

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theatre without using a microphone.

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Come on, Jude, let's hear it. Oh, I just
think that a microphone on

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an actor, for me, it puts a barrier up
because it's a false sound.

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It's sad.

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Because it takes away a whole element of
what we know about putting a part

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together.

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I know, I know.

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After university, Ian, like many young
actors of the time, went into regional

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theatre. And it wasn't long before our
paths crossed.

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Do you remember The Promise?

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Is it over 60 years ago?

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I was thrilled when the theatre... At
Oxford? Oxford Players.

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said, would I come and be in a Russian
play, a modern Russian play, with you?

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Because I had admired you from afar, but
we'd never met, I don't think.

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So I got very excited.

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It was exciting to do.

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Then there was Ian.

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Ian McShane. Ian McShane.

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That's all there was, Ian. I know, he
was a bright young thing, wasn't he? The

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three of us.

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And Russia was the enemy at the time. It
was the Cold War.

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So to do a play which said...

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No, the Russians are as human as we are,
have the same problems as we have.

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War is devastating for them as it is for
us.

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Well, there's a good message.

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You bet.

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The play was a great success, but it
would be another eight years before Ian

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and I shared a stage again.

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This time, in George Bernard Shaw's
comedy Too True To Be Good.

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Mr Lee!

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I appeared as a nurse masquerading as a
countess alongside my beloved husband,

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Michael. How many boxes, countess? Oh,
six, I'm afraid. Will it be a lot of

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trouble? It will involve a camel.

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Strings of camels, if necessary.

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Expenses no object.

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While Ian played a thief who turned out
to be a vicar.

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You don't remember this, but I do. I'd
been out the previous night and...

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heard two actors talking about our play
and talking about

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my performance.

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And one of them said, these young
actors, they go up and down the scale

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with their voices, they wave their arms
around, they don't stand still, they're

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looking at themselves in the mirror.

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If this is the future of the theatre, I
want nothing to do with it. Well, I

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thought, stupid fellow.

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Next night, I'm standing there with you.
I'm in a one-piece bathing suit, feeling

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a bit vulnerable.

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And I suddenly think, everyone in the
audience agrees with that man who said

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those horrible things last night.

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And I am dreadful and I shouldn't be
here. I have no right to be here.

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Why am I here?

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What's the play? I have no idea what I'm
doing.

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Oh, there's Judi Dench.

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What's she doing here?

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And I turned my back and gave you a
signal. I don't know what I'm doing,

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Judy. And I don't know what magic
empathy you had. You just

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took over my lines and your own lines
and you finished the scene as a

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monologue.

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Because I couldn't speak.

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I was in the depths of stage fright.

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And you came off. And we didn't make
much of it. And you said, are you all

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right, Ian?

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I said, I don't think I am.

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It's just I don't think they think I'm
any good.

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And you said, oh, don't worry about
that.

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That'll wear off in time.

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I think that's all we said.

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And it did.

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Three months later, I was fine.

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Three months? The next night, I expect
you weren't, because I don't even

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remember it.

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No.

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It's nice that you don't remember,
because...

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It was just another actor helping
another actor out, which is what we do,

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isn't it, at best? At best.

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It's entirely... So, to you, it wasn't a
remarkable event?

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Or noticeable, even. Well, have you ever
had stage fright?

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I had a night in Cabaret when I knew
that Johnny Neville and Caroline came to

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the show, and I wanted to be... The
best.

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The best.

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Well, of course, I...

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Dried in the middle of the song, I
think. Did you really?

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It is amazing how little, what you can
get by with. We've always said this.

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What you can get by with on the stage is
that the audience don't notice.

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Experts forecast that...

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By 2055, we could be short by 5 billion
litres of water a day. Wait, what?

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We'll be grown-ups by then.

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We're not having that, are we?

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Oi, Colonel, let's sort it out, yeah?

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Take shortage hours.

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Use water in cans, not hoses.

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Keep making the system better. Over.

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Because when we all work together, it
all lasts up. Let's save water!

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This September, the sport just keeps on
coming.

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Bang! It's the stop of dreams!

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This is absolutely epic!

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Sensational! This has been outstanding.

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It is pretty cool.

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And if you thought that was all, I think
again.

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I've never seen golf like that.

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Everyone on the edge of their seat.

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My God!

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I remember telling you, learn to love
failing because it's what you're going

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to learn most from.

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So on the whole, would you rather not
know when friends are coming to see you?

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No, I love it.

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Yes, you do.

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I love it. It makes you nervous, doesn't
it?

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I'd rather not know.

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Who was in? But I'd like to be told
there's somebody in tonight. Oh, well,

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you certainly do, because I remember
when we did the Scottish play... I know

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what you're going to say. Yes, you do. A
famous actor. You do. No, a famous

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director. Peter Brook.

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On one night, Peter Brook was sitting
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And the play was ever so slightly...

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Edged in that direction.

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Faced in that direction. But I think the
next night, or the night after that,

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somebody was sitting... Yes, I think.

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And so the whole play somehow...

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I wasn't the only one. We're so

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vain, aren't we? Yes.

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We survey.

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But sometimes I look through the curtain
before the show starts, particularly a

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matinee when I'm thinking, oh dear, two
shows today.

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Do it for someone. I just look through
there and I think, that little person.

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Preferably a child.

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And I was doing this when I was doing
Hamlet in London in the Cambridge

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Theatre. And I was looking at it and...
Another actor was doing exactly the same

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thing. So I said, what are you doing? He
said, well, I'm just looking for someone

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I want to do the performance for. I
said, same here.

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He said, oh, I found her.

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Her, yeah?

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I see.

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I said, so what do you mean you're going
to do it for her? He said, well, for the

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curtain call, I'll have my own clothes
already dressed underneath my costume.

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I'll get out of the costume very
quickly.

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Catch her on the way out. I know which
way she'll come out of the theatre, and

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I'll be waiting there. And then when she
comes, I'll just go up to her, and I'll

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offer my hand and say, tonight the
performance was for you, and I'll hand

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over a book, which is the Love Sonnets
of William Shakespeare, and inside it is

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my telephone number.

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Who was this?

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I said... Who was it?

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I said, how often does it work? He said,
about one in ten.

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Well, that's not bad, is it?

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What?

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It is not a set-up.

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This is the back.

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Suddenly now she's going to give us a
bit of a recycle.

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No, you can't be in the play.

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There's no part for a parrot?

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Not yet, anyway.

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Hello. Hello.

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You live with a dreadful actor.

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As actors, we play many different parts.

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But for many years, Ian kept a very
important part of himself away from the

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limelight.

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Last night, I was at home, and I found
some letters from my dad.

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written on my 21st birthday, one of
them.

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I was at university, not living at home
anymore.

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He was only saying he loved me and I'd
done well and he'd always be looking out

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for me and everything.

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Of course, looking back now, I knew I
was gay at 21.

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It was the biggest thing in my life,
really, the discovery, acceptance of

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that. And one of the first person I
should have...

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talk to about it would have been Dad.

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But I didn't.

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He's sending me this letter full of love
and I wonder, looking back, was he

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saying, is there anything you want to
talk to me about?

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I wonder.

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It took me until I was 49 to say to my
family, Jean, my sister, who you knew,

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that I was going... And her first
reaction was, oh, Ian, I've known that

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for ages and I've never wanted to talk
to you about it because I thought you

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didn't want to.

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What a waste of time. My dad was long
since dead, and my mother before that.

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I have a few regrets in my life, but
that's one of them. I'm sure.

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Talk.

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On the whole now, do you live in the
present, or the past, or a bit in the

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future?

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I live in the present because I don't
look at the future.

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Because my eyesight now is so bad, it's
so bad, I can't see any

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details of your face.

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If you want to feel my face.

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Is it there?

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I'm so pleased.

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Now, you don't know Joe.

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Hello.

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Who entirely looks after the garden for
me. And he's partied before him.

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So I'm very lucky. Yes, it's true.
25-odd years coming to the garden. Oh,

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Lord. Are you here every day?

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Most days.

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Well, congratulations.

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He's wonderful.

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You're so welcome.

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As some may know, I've always had a
passion for trees.

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So Joe and I have arranged what I hope
will be a wonderful surprise for Ian, to

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mark something that we did together 50
years ago.

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Now, I've got something to show you
here. Oh, yes.

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Something.

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Now, here is something. An oak.

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Yes, but a very special oak.

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Can you see?

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Burnham Wood. Yes.

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Burnham Wood is a forest in Scotland.

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that appears in Shakespeare's Macbeth.

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And is it a particular sort of oak?

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It's a Cecil oak, which would have been
growing... It sort of grows on the

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western coast of the UK.

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In Burnham. Very hardy. Very hardy.

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Isn't it lovely? Burnham Wood shall come
to Dunsinane. Yes.

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High Dunsinane Hill.

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Are we going to plant it?

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Certainly we're going to plant it. Ah!

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The play became very special to us in
1976.

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when we appeared as the Macbeths in
Trevor Nunn's famously intimate In the

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Round staging of the production.

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In

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this

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psychologically intense scene, the
Macbeths, greedy for power,

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have just murdered the king.

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When they did say, God bless us.
Consider it not so.

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But wherefore could not I pronounce our
men?

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I had missed need of blessing.

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But our men stuck in my throat.

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These deeds must not be thought after
these ways.

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So it will make us mad.

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I thought I heard a voice cry, sleep no
more.

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Macbeth does murder sleep.

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Well. I'll tell you what was good about
just listening to that. It did sound...

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As if the two people were in a corridor
and something had just happened and they

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were having to deal with it. It didn't
seem too theatrical. It seemed nervy.

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And everyone sitting so close to us.

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I mean, the audience were as close as
you are to me. Absolutely. So you

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couldn't be rhetorical? No.

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No. It was very quiet and... No
microphones?

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No.

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No. It was in this tin hut called The
Other Place.

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Like a garage.

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Yes. There were no facilities. We were
sitting on orange boxes. We were.

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For some critics, this intimate approach
changed how Shakespeare could be

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performed.

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Stripping away the play's spectacle to
reveal a terrifying descent into

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madness.

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Yet, here's a spot. She's... Out.

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Down, spot out, I say.

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Do you remember the cleric who used to
sit... Neville Boundy. He used to... I

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don't know how many times he came.

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He used to sit on the front row and he
used to wear that wonderful crucifix on

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his neck and he used to hold it against
us, I remember.

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And protecting you from the evil spirit?

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Or him from us.

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Oh!

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It was thrilling to do.

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And do you know how much that production
costs, the costumes and the set?

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No.

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£250. Oh, yeah.

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I was... John Woodvine and Banco and I
were wearing jackets from a second-hand

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shop and the button said, Birmingham
Fire Brigade.

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Oh,

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I wish I'd known that.

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The level... Do you remember we all...
Well, you wore a dishcloth on your head.

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I did. I had a black dishcloth on my
head.

356
00:22:15,740 --> 00:22:19,300
Now, I can just now ask you what I've
never asked you before.

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Oh, yeah.

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I had a birthday.

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And as you say, the dressing rooms were
very intimate. You couldn't help but see

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everything in it.

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Everyone had given me a present.

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And I opened up the first parcel.

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It was rather a welcome pair of
underpants.

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They said, well, it's because I noticed
when you've been changing that your

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underpants have got a few too many holes
in them.

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I said, that's very, very kind of you.
Thank you very much.

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I'd opened up the next one.

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There was another pair of underpants.

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And John Woodfine had given me a pair of
undergear that I think he got from Ann

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Summers.

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They were dreadfully sexual and I never
worked out what I was to do with them.

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Oh, I'd like to go back and do all that
again.

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Taking his birthday presents with him
after Macbeth, Ian went on to star in

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Coriolanus, together with numerous
leading roles, including the

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West End hit Bent.

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Hold me.

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All right, I'm holding you.

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Are you?

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Yes, you're in my arms.

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I'll keep you safe.

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And on Broadway, the award-winning
Amadeus.

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The winner is Ian McCullough.

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For which, in 1981, he won a prestigious
Tony Award.

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Is that the Oscar? Oh, yes, well, I can
tell you. Who gave it to you?

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00:24:04,860 --> 00:24:05,860
Interesting.

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00:24:06,720 --> 00:24:11,200
Amazingly, I won this award for eight
minutes of screen time, playing a

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withering Queen Elizabeth in Shakespeare
in Love.

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00:24:14,340 --> 00:24:19,710
The Queen of... England does not attend
exhibitions of public lewdness, so

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something is out of joint.

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00:24:23,810 --> 00:24:25,110
Come here, Master Kent.

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00:24:26,610 --> 00:24:29,470
Look, no name or anything on it.

392
00:24:30,950 --> 00:24:33,010
Did you steal it? No.

393
00:24:33,770 --> 00:24:38,310
Two nights, I think, before the Oscars,
when I got it, they were all stolen.

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The names that should have gone on
them... And they never put it on for

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00:24:43,670 --> 00:24:44,509
you?

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00:24:44,510 --> 00:24:45,610
No, I was never given one.

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Would you like to present it to me? I
certainly will. You can have everything.

398
00:24:49,950 --> 00:24:51,050
Thank you very much indeed.

399
00:24:51,370 --> 00:24:52,370
It's heavy, isn't it?

400
00:24:52,730 --> 00:24:57,030
Yes, well... I don't know what to say.
I'm so moved.

401
00:24:59,490 --> 00:25:02,250
Oh, but I like that, that there's no
name on it.

402
00:25:03,290 --> 00:25:07,830
Not to boast, I got a minor verse. This
is The Golden Globe.

403
00:25:08,410 --> 00:25:11,940
Yes. And mine didn't have a name on it
either.

404
00:25:12,780 --> 00:25:16,240
And I was intrigued as to how this
golden globe was put together. And I

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00:25:16,240 --> 00:25:18,000
discovered that on the bottom there was
a screw.

406
00:25:18,420 --> 00:25:20,680
And I undid the screw and it all fell
apart.

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00:25:21,080 --> 00:25:22,720
I couldn't put it together again.

408
00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:26,860
And then they said, will you please send
us back your statue?

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00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:32,460
So I had to say, I can't find it.

410
00:25:32,780 --> 00:25:33,800
We can't find it.

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Ian. There we go. There he is.

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I remember telling you, learn to love
failing because it's what you're going

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to learn most from.

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In one way, Ian and I have had very
similar careers, both of us finding a

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wider kind of fame later in life.

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00:25:55,490 --> 00:25:56,930
This is showing off.

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00:25:57,510 --> 00:26:00,630
Oh, that's very good. That was given to
me on the last day.

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00:26:01,030 --> 00:26:05,030
That's you being... It's me being him.
..being serious.

419
00:26:05,570 --> 00:26:08,370
Me being quite serious. It's a very
good...

420
00:26:08,700 --> 00:26:10,260
Didn't happen a lot.

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00:26:11,220 --> 00:26:12,880
How many of those did you make?

422
00:26:13,420 --> 00:26:14,660
Eight. Eight.

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00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:18,260
I remember Mikey saying, you've got to
do it, Jude.

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00:26:18,660 --> 00:26:21,300
I'd like very much to live with a Bond
girl.

425
00:26:21,740 --> 00:26:22,740
Yes.

426
00:26:22,980 --> 00:26:23,980
Yes.

427
00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:31,760
Of course, rather than Six Foot Blonde,
I played 007's slightly smaller, no

428
00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:35,360
-nonsense boss, Emma. How the hell did
you find out where I lived?

429
00:26:35,680 --> 00:26:36,960
Same way I found out your name.

430
00:26:37,550 --> 00:26:40,410
I thought M was a randomly assigned
letter. I had no idea it stood for...

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00:26:40,410 --> 00:26:41,990
I'll do one more syllable and I'll have
you killed.

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00:26:43,990 --> 00:26:48,750
I remember when I was playing Gandalf
for the first time, an American friend

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said, your life's about to change
forevermore.

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00:26:51,370 --> 00:26:52,490
I said, what do you mean?

435
00:26:52,790 --> 00:26:53,790
He said, you wait.

436
00:26:54,310 --> 00:26:57,790
And, of course, in a sense it has,
because those films, like the Bond

437
00:26:57,790 --> 00:27:01,870
films, are seen by so many millions of
people... I know.

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00:27:02,210 --> 00:27:03,690
..who care about them.

439
00:27:06,990 --> 00:27:12,970
In a way that... Well, for us, they were
jobs, weren't they? Very nice jobs.

440
00:27:13,150 --> 00:27:14,150
Totally nice jobs.

441
00:27:14,950 --> 00:27:19,650
Birmingham Fire Brigade may no longer
have been supplying the wardrobe, but no

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00:27:19,650 --> 00:27:24,650
matter the size and complexity of the
production, it is still just acting.

443
00:27:25,170 --> 00:27:27,490
So I'm just looking vaguely
apprehensive.

444
00:27:27,810 --> 00:27:31,710
Vaguely apprehensive and wary at the
trees. They're kind of creepy. This is

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potentially your first shot on The
Return of the King.

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00:27:39,150 --> 00:27:40,150
And action.

447
00:27:44,390 --> 00:27:49,650
And when you've had careers as long as
we've had, it doesn't do to get too

448
00:27:49,650 --> 00:27:50,930
carried away with yourself.

449
00:28:01,630 --> 00:28:03,330
Now let's see what we've got here.

450
00:28:04,680 --> 00:28:11,000
Then if someone will give me a toothful
of gin, I will tell how I once played a

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part in East Lynn. The stage production
of Cats was a huge success, but despite

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best efforts, the film didn't quite land
with cinema audiences.

453
00:28:21,380 --> 00:28:28,300
And I say now, these kittens, they do
not get trained as we did in the days

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when Victoria reigned.

455
00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:37,760
They do not get drilled in the rag of
the troop and they think the smartest

456
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will jump you up.

457
00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:45,860
I once made the mistake of watching that
on my television at home. I didn't know

458
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it was just an extract.

459
00:28:47,420 --> 00:28:51,240
And I thought, well, well done Ian,
that's really not bad at all.

460
00:28:51,660 --> 00:28:53,100
And then it said comments.

461
00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:57,620
And I read the comments. I didn't get
past three.

462
00:28:58,810 --> 00:29:01,170
They're all so disapproving.

463
00:29:02,910 --> 00:29:05,950
Anyway, there we go. It wasn't, yeah, it
wasn't. Not your favourite moment?

464
00:29:06,310 --> 00:29:10,530
It wasn't, well, because you knew I was
going to be in the original production

465
00:29:10,530 --> 00:29:13,810
playing Isabella. Of course you were.
And then snapped my Achilles tendon.

466
00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:15,069
Of course you were.

467
00:29:15,070 --> 00:29:16,850
Ten days before we were to open.

468
00:29:17,730 --> 00:29:18,830
So it wasn't for me.

469
00:29:19,550 --> 00:29:21,430
No. I was frightful in the film.

470
00:29:22,130 --> 00:29:23,450
So fast.

471
00:29:24,280 --> 00:29:28,880
Just so that you know, I had no control
over my CGI ears.

472
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:33,280
A cat is not a dog.

473
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:38,860
We enjoyed watching the youngsters at
it, didn't we? The dancers.

474
00:29:39,080 --> 00:29:40,280
We loved it.

475
00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:43,900
They were wonderful, the dancers.

476
00:29:49,540 --> 00:29:53,280
Maybe the best way to survive success or
failure.

477
00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:55,780
is to take neither of them too
seriously.

478
00:29:58,880 --> 00:30:00,840
Hello. Hello. Andy Mowen.

479
00:30:01,360 --> 00:30:03,740
Andy. It's a pleasure to meet you, sir.

480
00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:06,540
Please, no titles in the workplace.

481
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:08,860
Sending yourself up.

482
00:30:09,160 --> 00:30:11,620
The very best way to keep your feet on
the ground.

483
00:30:12,220 --> 00:30:14,120
How do I act so well?

484
00:30:16,080 --> 00:30:20,160
What I do is I pretend to be.

485
00:30:20,810 --> 00:30:23,270
The person I'm portraying in the film or
play?

486
00:30:25,330 --> 00:30:26,330
Yeah.

487
00:30:26,550 --> 00:30:27,550
You're confused.

488
00:30:27,630 --> 00:30:31,510
No, it's perfectly simple. Case in
point, Lord of the Rings. Peter Jackson

489
00:30:31,510 --> 00:30:36,030
comes from New Zealand and says to me,
Sir Ian, I want you to be Gandalf the

490
00:30:36,030 --> 00:30:40,470
wizard. And I say to him, you are aware
that I am not really a wizard.

491
00:30:43,510 --> 00:30:46,110
I was being mocked because I'm such a
pompous actor.

492
00:30:46,350 --> 00:30:48,030
How do I act so well?

493
00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:54,020
If we were to draw a graph of my
process, of my method, something like

494
00:30:54,020 --> 00:30:56,640
this, Sir Ian, Sir Ian, Sir Ian, action.

495
00:30:56,900 --> 00:30:58,560
You shall not pass!

496
00:30:58,880 --> 00:30:59,880
Cut!

497
00:31:00,220 --> 00:31:01,840
Sir Ian, Sir Ian, Sir Ian.

498
00:31:02,980 --> 00:31:07,160
It was great fun, but I do think people
think I'm rather like that, which is a

499
00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:09,760
pity, because I'm only a little bit like
that.

500
00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:13,740
But he was very difficult to work with
because he kept laughing all the time.

501
00:31:14,409 --> 00:31:18,170
Oh, that's very nice. How flattering.
Well, it was. You were on the right

502
00:31:18,170 --> 00:31:22,990
track. I know, but then we had to keep
going back and starting again.

503
00:31:23,210 --> 00:31:28,250
And I said, I wish you'd stop laughing
because eventually I won't be funny and

504
00:31:28,250 --> 00:31:31,010
you won't laugh and that'll be the take
you have to use. He said, exactly.

505
00:31:32,830 --> 00:31:36,230
He said, it's my job to make you look
crap so that I win the BAFTA.

506
00:31:38,170 --> 00:31:40,890
And he did win the BAFTA. And he did?
Yes.

507
00:31:48,590 --> 00:31:52,730
Well, I think what I was doing with my
life, and I think in a sense what you

508
00:31:52,730 --> 00:31:55,670
were doing, we were having careers.

509
00:31:56,310 --> 00:32:02,070
We weren't hoping to be famous. We
weren't hoping to be rich. And it was a

510
00:32:02,070 --> 00:32:04,970
job that we intended to do as long as we
were capable.

511
00:32:05,650 --> 00:32:07,590
And we're going to get better at the
job.

512
00:32:08,150 --> 00:32:09,150
And we did.

513
00:32:09,950 --> 00:32:14,470
You know, somebody who's a carpenter, by
the end of their career is making better

514
00:32:14,470 --> 00:32:16,350
chairs than they were when they started
out.

515
00:32:17,420 --> 00:32:20,920
The feeling that you've done a good
performance can be very gratifying.

516
00:32:21,140 --> 00:32:26,000
But every now and again, a role comes
along which reaches audiences on a much

517
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:27,000
deeper level.

518
00:32:28,660 --> 00:32:30,340
Do you remember Prospect Theatre?

519
00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:33,760
Yes. Did you ever work with them? I
don't think you did.

520
00:32:34,020 --> 00:32:35,900
I don't think so. No, I don't see.

521
00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:37,740
It was a touring company.

522
00:32:38,740 --> 00:32:44,560
And I'd played Richard II for them one
year. And they revived it the following

523
00:32:44,560 --> 00:32:47,970
season. on the tour, but we added Edward
II.

524
00:32:54,070 --> 00:32:58,050
Oh, but are you moved that Gaveston sits
here? It is our pleasure.

525
00:32:58,310 --> 00:33:04,430
Now, Edward II is the first play, I
think, ever written with a gay hero, the

526
00:33:04,430 --> 00:33:05,429
king.

527
00:33:05,430 --> 00:33:07,910
Welcome. Kiss not my hand.

528
00:33:08,410 --> 00:33:10,730
Embrace me, Gaveston, as I do thee.

529
00:33:12,550 --> 00:33:13,730
Precious O'Neill.

530
00:33:19,210 --> 00:33:22,430
It involved me kissing James Lawrenson.

531
00:33:25,530 --> 00:33:31,350
And when we took it to Edinburgh, it was
still against the law in Scotland

532
00:33:31,350 --> 00:33:33,970
for two men to make love.

533
00:33:34,390 --> 00:33:35,530
Against the law.

534
00:33:36,490 --> 00:33:38,430
Against the law for people making love.

535
00:33:39,030 --> 00:33:40,030
When was this?

536
00:33:40,790 --> 00:33:42,250
I'm talking about 1969.

537
00:33:42,710 --> 00:33:44,170
It had become...

538
00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:49,220
Sort of legal in England in 67, in
Scotland still.

539
00:33:50,640 --> 00:33:56,340
In this scene, the forces behind the
throne conspire to banish Edward's

540
00:33:56,340 --> 00:34:02,300
lover. Proud over daring peers, ere my
sweet Gaveston shall part from me, this

541
00:34:02,300 --> 00:34:06,260
isle shall fleet upon the ocean and
wander to the unfrequented inn. You know

542
00:34:06,260 --> 00:34:10,300
that I am legate to the Pope. On your
allegiance to the sea of Rome, subscribe

543
00:34:10,300 --> 00:34:12,139
as we have done to his exile.

544
00:34:13,870 --> 00:34:19,710
We were doing the play in the
headquarters of the Church of Scotland.

545
00:34:21,469 --> 00:34:27,730
So when two men kissed on those
premises, some people thought it was

546
00:34:27,730 --> 00:34:29,489
offensive in every possible way.

547
00:34:29,690 --> 00:34:36,630
And one of them, a counsellor, John
Kidd, said that our performance should

548
00:34:36,630 --> 00:34:38,070
be abandoned.

549
00:34:38,770 --> 00:34:42,570
And he called up the watch committee and
two policemen came and watched the

550
00:34:42,570 --> 00:34:43,570
performance.

551
00:34:46,830 --> 00:34:49,530
Sat on the front row. Did you know that
you knew that they were there?

552
00:34:50,530 --> 00:34:52,030
They seemed to be enjoying it.

553
00:34:53,150 --> 00:34:55,030
Started the standing ovation at the end.

554
00:34:57,370 --> 00:35:02,930
That was televised, and people still
tell me in America that when they saw

555
00:35:02,930 --> 00:35:08,310
that production on their home screens,
they had never seen two men be

556
00:35:08,310 --> 00:35:09,670
affectionate to each other in public.

557
00:35:10,890 --> 00:35:15,770
Hard to believe now, but there was a
defiant bravery in staging Edward II.

558
00:35:16,540 --> 00:35:19,480
A courage that Ian would need to call
upon again.

559
00:35:20,580 --> 00:35:25,580
Children who need to be taught to
respect traditional moral values are

560
00:35:25,580 --> 00:35:29,160
being taught that they have an
inalienable right to be gay.

561
00:35:29,620 --> 00:35:34,960
All of those children are being cheated
of a sound start in life.

562
00:35:35,180 --> 00:35:36,180
Yes, cheated.

563
00:35:37,120 --> 00:35:41,920
In 1988, the government introduced
Section 28.

564
00:35:43,510 --> 00:35:48,150
legislation banning local authorities
from intentionally promoting

565
00:35:48,150 --> 00:35:49,830
homosexuality.

566
00:35:50,650 --> 00:35:51,210
I

567
00:35:51,210 --> 00:35:58,230
always

568
00:35:58,230 --> 00:36:05,130
knew that you were creative and

569
00:36:05,130 --> 00:36:06,950
I just really wanted you to follow your
dream.

570
00:36:08,510 --> 00:36:11,070
So how did you get involved in the
campaigning?

571
00:36:11,759 --> 00:36:16,280
Because you've suddenly come forward, as
it were, or been projected. Was it you?

572
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:19,560
Did you suddenly decide you wanted to...
Well, I mean, you know, I've been gay

573
00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:22,540
all my life. It's just that I haven't
ever come on a chat show and said it.

574
00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:28,360
And I've now felt the need to, because
the government, with this new law, has

575
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:33,600
brought my private sexuality into the
public arena by having a law about it.

576
00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:38,860
And so I felt I had to oppose it, not
just as an actor who feared censorship,

577
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:40,240
but as a gay man who...

578
00:36:40,640 --> 00:36:43,760
didn't like the climate of opinion that
was being encouraged through this law.

579
00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:52,440
This was a letter that I asked you to
sign, which you did, and Sir John

580
00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:53,440
Gielgud.

581
00:36:54,420 --> 00:36:58,540
There are our signatures, Ian McCallan,
John Gielgud and Judy Dench.

582
00:37:00,740 --> 00:37:03,400
And that was sent to the Prime Minister,
who was John Major.

583
00:37:04,460 --> 00:37:07,740
It was important, I thought, because the
three of us involved in live

584
00:37:07,740 --> 00:37:08,740
entertainment.

585
00:37:09,240 --> 00:37:15,720
We're legitimately concerned that at
school they might take down out of the

586
00:37:15,720 --> 00:37:22,280
school line with the works of Oscar
Wilde and the music of Tchaikovsky and

587
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:26,020
anything else, or the plays of
Christopher Marlowe, so on and so on.

588
00:37:26,280 --> 00:37:29,800
The poems of W.H. Auden.

589
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:33,740
12th of February, 1988.

590
00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:37,740
We are worried. The laws may be...

591
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:42,640
as a signal to victimise homosexuals in
word and deed.

592
00:37:42,840 --> 00:37:47,420
Our concern is all the more urgent at a
time when there is a general, although

593
00:37:47,420 --> 00:37:52,540
irrational, antagonism towards
homosexuals as AIDS spreads throughout

594
00:37:52,540 --> 00:37:53,299
the world.

595
00:37:53,300 --> 00:37:59,340
We hope that you may feel able, even at
this late stage, to delay our worries by

596
00:37:59,340 --> 00:38:04,380
encouraging an appropriate amendment to
Clause 28.

597
00:38:06,670 --> 00:38:13,050
As one of the founding members of
Stonewall, Ian, in 2003, was part of one

598
00:38:13,050 --> 00:38:14,550
of its greatest successes.

599
00:38:15,790 --> 00:38:19,670
Please raise your glasses to the death
of Section 28.

600
00:38:24,570 --> 00:38:28,250
Thank goodness those days are gone. I
mean, we do now live in a country with

601
00:38:28,250 --> 00:38:32,690
some of the best laws with regard to gay
people in the world.

602
00:38:33,510 --> 00:38:37,030
Yeah. There's no restrictions, I think,
any more than there should be.

603
00:38:38,590 --> 00:38:39,790
So you did your bit.

604
00:39:08,859 --> 00:39:13,540
This is one of my favourite books,
Armistead Mopping, Tales of the City.

605
00:39:13,780 --> 00:39:14,538
Oh, yes.

606
00:39:14,540 --> 00:39:19,460
He wrote about life in San Francisco
many years ago, but one of his main

607
00:39:19,460 --> 00:39:24,020
characters was gay, and he has him
writing this letter to his mother.

608
00:39:25,140 --> 00:39:26,460
It's called Letter to Mama.

609
00:39:28,240 --> 00:39:30,740
I'm sorry it took me so long to write,
Mama.

610
00:39:31,520 --> 00:39:35,340
Every time I try to write to you and
Papa, I realize I'm not saying the

611
00:39:35,340 --> 00:39:36,680
things that are in my heart.

612
00:39:37,460 --> 00:39:40,280
And that would be okay if I loved you
any less than I do.

613
00:39:40,900 --> 00:39:43,440
But you're still my parents, and I'm
still your child.

614
00:39:45,820 --> 00:39:50,100
I have friends who think I'm foolish to
write this letter, and I hope they're

615
00:39:50,100 --> 00:39:51,100
wrong.

616
00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:55,040
I want to tell you the truth, that your
own child is homosexual.

617
00:39:56,600 --> 00:39:58,960
I'm sorry, Mama, not for what I am.

618
00:39:59,560 --> 00:40:03,620
But for how you must feel at the moment,
I know what that feeling is.

619
00:40:04,220 --> 00:40:06,120
For I felt it for most of my life.

620
00:40:06,340 --> 00:40:09,020
Revulsion, shame, disbelief.

621
00:40:10,340 --> 00:40:15,160
Rejection through fear of something I
knew even as a child was as basic to my

622
00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:17,860
nature as the colour of my eyes.

623
00:40:19,260 --> 00:40:22,920
I know what you're thinking now. You're
asking yourself, what did we do wrong?

624
00:40:23,360 --> 00:40:27,300
How did we let this happen? Which one of
us made him that way?

625
00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:32,480
I can't answer that, Mama, in the long
run, I guess. I really don't care, and

626
00:40:32,480 --> 00:40:33,480
all I know is this.

627
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:39,680
If you and Papa are responsible for the
way I am, then I thank you.

628
00:40:46,760 --> 00:40:53,100
With all my heart, for it's the light,
light and the joy of my life. You know,

629
00:40:53,180 --> 00:40:55,540
Judy, will there ever again man read
this?

630
00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:58,040
It gets them.

631
00:40:58,720 --> 00:41:00,160
Because it's what they want to say.

632
00:41:01,660 --> 00:41:02,780
It's beautiful, isn't it?

633
00:41:03,020 --> 00:41:05,400
It should be written in stone somewhere.
Yes.

634
00:41:09,660 --> 00:41:11,120
Oh, dear. I'm sorry.

635
00:41:11,660 --> 00:41:12,660
I'm not sorry.

636
00:41:13,060 --> 00:41:14,840
It just catches you.

637
00:41:15,100 --> 00:41:16,100
I'm sorry.

638
00:41:19,100 --> 00:41:22,360
But I know, Emily, if you're...

639
00:41:23,470 --> 00:41:26,410
daughter turned out to be gay or your
beloved grandson.

640
00:41:27,290 --> 00:41:29,550
How could you not go on loving them, you
know?

641
00:41:30,270 --> 00:41:33,550
And... You love them whatever.

642
00:41:33,930 --> 00:41:35,530
Exactly. Whatever happens.

643
00:41:36,030 --> 00:41:37,830
Under any circumstances.

644
00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:09,040
Do you look back in any detail?

645
00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:10,320
Oh, yes.

646
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:13,860
Oh, yes, all the time. Always with joy?

647
00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:17,640
Or with regrets? Well, with a bit of
everything.

648
00:42:18,020 --> 00:42:23,900
A bit of everything. Mostly, though, you
know, how lucky I've been.

649
00:42:24,320 --> 00:42:25,520
What about death?

650
00:42:26,420 --> 00:42:29,580
Well, out of the door.

651
00:42:30,060 --> 00:42:31,080
Don't talk about it.

652
00:42:32,560 --> 00:42:33,700
Don't think about it. No.

653
00:42:34,670 --> 00:42:37,230
I think about it every single day. No, I
don't.

654
00:42:37,570 --> 00:42:38,570
Don't you? No.

655
00:42:39,250 --> 00:42:40,650
Well, I think you've got it right.

656
00:42:44,810 --> 00:42:46,230
What else shall we talk about?

657
00:42:46,490 --> 00:42:48,050
I fell off the stage recently.

658
00:42:48,330 --> 00:42:51,010
Oh, Ian, I was going to ask you about
it.

659
00:42:51,730 --> 00:42:53,710
I slipped on some paper. Some paper?

660
00:42:54,150 --> 00:42:58,990
And as I fell off the stage, I said to a
full house, Help!

661
00:43:00,630 --> 00:43:04,270
And as I was helped back onto the stage
and laid down, I said...

662
00:43:05,420 --> 00:43:06,440
Do I know anyone who's listening?

663
00:43:06,860 --> 00:43:07,960
I am dying.

664
00:43:09,020 --> 00:43:10,020
I wasn't dying.

665
00:43:10,680 --> 00:43:13,360
I sprained my wrist. That's all I did.

666
00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:15,760
Very, very lucky.

667
00:43:16,740 --> 00:43:21,640
The joy for me of acting is that I know
what I'm doing at last.

668
00:43:21,860 --> 00:43:23,720
In life, I'm not too good at it.

669
00:43:24,060 --> 00:43:28,240
But on stage, I know what's happening
next on the whole.

670
00:43:28,660 --> 00:43:32,240
I know what to do about it. I feel it's
secure. I feel at home.

671
00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:37,260
But I've been back on stage since and I
enjoy it as much as I ever did.

672
00:44:11,150 --> 00:44:16,230
Tell them over and over and over again.

673
00:44:16,850 --> 00:44:23,270
Heaven forbid on June and his misdeeds
over.

